I have no idea what to write today. A lot is going on. I wonder though. If you decide not to speak your mind and hold something in, are you doing yourself more bad than good? Or are you sparing those who might be affected the most from feeling bad? I guess, it's a decision to be either selfish or selfless. I have respect for those who speak up about how they feel, but then again I guess I have respect for those people that have held their tongues when they may have wanted to come down on me for something they felt. I guess in either case....I'll be biting my tongue to do either.